I hope I can pass all the papers this week…I just need one more file and the countdown begins….

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No work for tomorrow and I’ll be resting my sleepy head…

Will attend a party at lunch time…food and food….I need to check all the food first before putting it on my plate…Get the healthy food first

I’ll have an Ice Cream Date with Jen after the party…

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Pressures at work…

Sending staff at home cause we’re overstaff and I hate doing this…If only I can send myself at home, but the center needs me

Lots of things to think of…licensing and accreditation matters….need to check all the rooms and materials….it’s too much!!!

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Waiting for an important paper so I can pass my application and the countdown begins…

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Been reading novels…I can finish a novel in two days! Bought another book and I’m excited to read it…ahihihih….

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Missing Huggy so much, I hope I can go home this December I wanna hug Sushi and Kiko….Want to be with Mum too…miss her so much…hay…sigh…

Finally, got the papers last Friday! What’s next? Finish all the forms so I can pass it asap.

Well, kinda’ sad tonight…I was hoping to have a video chat with him but something’s wrong with his connection…and so I’ll just close my eyes tonight and sleep…He feels sad too..but what can we do…

that’s it…I don’t know what to write here anymore…goodnite

Got this from youtube…ahihi

How tired i am of this unbearable distance between us.
How i long for the toll of the recess bell.
Have you forgotten me?
Grown mindless of me?

Tell me i am not writing into an abyss, or that is what will become of my heart

Finished 2 links and I still have 8! I wanted to finish all the links but I’m getting lazy.

I want to sleep again…so I won’t think about anything…I don’t want to think for now…

This will be over soon…

ZZzzzzzZZZzzz

so what’s new? everything’s the same…it’s a routine already…

hay, am i on the right track??

what i want is a good and clean job….that everything is clear and i don’t need to worry with a lot of things…

still waiting….but i know this will end someday….

and now I am confused…

he wants me to pass everything asap….but im still waiting for the BIG CHANGE to happen….

wanna cry…i dunno wat to do…

Got some rain/snow mix yesterday and this morning, so I just stayed at home and got a powerful nap….5hr-nap and I just woke up cause my friend gave me a ring asking for her pics from my cam, waahhh!

Not feeling well, I got some head and back ache it might be from the weather, too much sweets, or from my sleeping position…I hate my bed, I usually have body aches every morning, hay…

My hands and fingers are so cold…

I’ll be drinking a Lemon Tea after I published this entry…

I’m looking forward for a BIG CHANGE in my life here…big decisions and circumstances…but I have to make a choice…Good Luck Prettywow!

Missing Huggy again, hoping I can go home this year….or get wed next year, ahihihi…Pop the question na, dali!

I’m so excited for New Moon!

I can’t wait to watch it, well I just hope I’ll be watching it with Huggy…

I wanted to buy all the books, but I don’t have time to read it so better to wait for the movies, ahihihi

Too many things to think of….

I am just so tired to think and think and try to solve each one of it….

I think I don’t deserve this….

But what can I do? FIGO - Forget It and Go On, as what my mum usually says to me…

Hay, I want to go home..I miss the old park, I miss my dogs, I miss huggy, I miss mum, I miss my kitchen, I miss my roon, I miss my cousinsI miss the beach and sand….

Need to be patient….hay…

Sad…

I miss him again

I was trying to finish a lot of things on my laptop…then suddenly I visited his blog and read all his previous entries….it makes me sad…i miss him again, well i do miss him all the time

Now, I am wondering why I am here and he’s there…we do have plans and we’re holding on to it…but I feel so sad for the days, weeks and months that we are separated We know that someday we’ll be together again but  I hope it will be sooner, I miss you so much my dr.